If you don't want to see me rambling......

I want green tea ice-cream.

I need a new pair of glasses and lots of clothes for uni.

I love to listen to the sound of sea waves along the sandy beach.

I enjoy writing journels and chug them in one corner till years later. Just the day before, I re-read all my diaries written since secondary school. You know, I used to ask God every night to take away my stress. Now when I think back, what stress? The stress to maintain my position? I'll be lying if I say such things aren't important to me, but the past is surreal now. When I lay on the bed at night, I no longer think of the grades, but how many lives I've made an impact in.

I realise I still miss the 2b spirit. And I've done so many silly things in the past, which if given a chance, I'll might still do them all over again. I'll still attend guitar pracs faithfully. I'll still stay back to write zuo wen. I'll still stay back for cny and singing comp rehearsals. I'll still make friends with that same bunch of people.

If given a chance, I'll still wait in the rain. I'll still walk through that stretch of road home, knowing very well it's not even a short cut. I'll still tell you I'll be there for you, though I know you rather have someone else telling you that.

How many times have you brought a genuine smile to my face, and how many times have you made me cry bitterly, I forgot.

But I won't choose to know her again. Because? She made me stupid.

Don't worry, it's not you, cos she wouldn't be reading my blog.

Now I want a train that goes from here to Venice. Up the hills, through the waters, to my land of fantasy.